Because you said;

Friday, January 27, 2012

0 comment(s), add a comment.♥ 10:11:00 PM

people change;
yet expect others to remain as they were,
standing at the same point as they were left behind.

don't they realised that their change impacts others?

one can't remain there forever; waiting, hoping, wishing.
as time passes; along the way, waiting, hoping, wishing consumes them.
consumes themselves; until there is nothing left to feed on.
and all that remains is nothingness..

yet all is not lost yet; just yet.
if someone will just come and pull them along.

0 comment(s), add a comment.♥ 12:12:00 AM

week three.
time flies.
i've been attending all lessons. well, almost.
and it still feels like i haven been there.

so many times. the only time i actually feel like im there is those hours.

deluded for so long.

this crossroad, where do i go?
that is; if i even have a choice.

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different ppl different ways.
ppl dun lash out.
whhy?
for fear of hurting others; saying the wrong things? their thoughts changing ever so quickly its outdated by the time others actually hear it?
after all else fails, they turn cold.
thats the only way they know.
their last SOS.

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on a slightly different note, in terms of basic necessity. a very positive note.
this cny has by far been the most amount of ba kua consumed.
despite the quality of them decreased over the years.

Wednesday, January 25, 2012

0 comment(s), add a comment.♥ 11:35:00 PM

walking on a tightrope.

after all these years, you realise what you thought you want really isnt what you want.
and its too late.
maybe not, cause its never too late.
but what a waste.
cause you're still stuck.
and it IS too late.

i hope you appear soon; but given the current state. its probably not for the best.

just let me retreat back to the comfort zone i've built over these weeks.
since you're the one who forced me into it in the first place.

Wednesday, January 04, 2012

0 comment(s), add a comment.♥ 2:55:00 AM

school is starting.
not prepared.

but looking forward to examinations~ :)
probably the only time where i can lose myself in....
single minded pursuit of saving whatever that is left of the mess i created.

ahh~ the familiarity.

Tuesday, January 03, 2012

0 comment(s), add a comment.♥ 2:19:00 AM

so give me reason~
to cross that new divide.

i wish i could just plunge headlong into something.
anything.
that doesn't hurt.

cause something is only as special as you deem it to be.
if there's anything thats learnt, it is that no matter how special it supposed to/may be.
it can don't matter; with time.
lesson of 2011.