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inadequate.

wherever i am; is the place im supposed to be.
the best place im supposed to be.

thankful for the banging of the rearview mirror.
at least what was detached was only the rearview mirror, for his hands were so close.
thankful for the spoilt aircon.
for due to that the windows were drawn, who knows what might happen otherwise?
thankful that he sat not at the back, but right on the opposite end in front.
thankful for that minor accident.
for just a bit more and this won't exist.
honestly, just moments ago, i was thinking about what would happen if there was an accident.
about how i wont be able to account for ppl's life.
praying that this would be a safe trip.
thankful for that prayer.

unpredictable life.
it takes faith to even be here.
just that we don't see it, don't feel it.
cause we're just so accustomed to it.

the laptop u're using might just explode any moment.
the train you're on might just fall of the tracks.
the food you're eating might just choke you.
the road you're on might just cause you to slip and fall into the drain.
the heart you have, might just stop beating any moment.

ridiculous?
probably.
yet at the same time so real, so possible.
tell me you don't need faith to do all these.
i'll say you're lying.
when you really think about it, deep down, we all have fears.
but we choose to believe.
believe in the safety of this laptop, believe in the safety of the tracks, believe that we know how to eat, believe that we know how to walk, believe that our hearts will still continue to beat.
believe in such fallible things.
for a life so fragile, we place our faith in so many things.
but not the most important and never changing One.
how much more saddening can things get?

yet i am just so inadequate.
and yet so arrogant; so self centered.
what a laughable me.